Friday, 30 September 2016


The world is a beautiful chaotic place these days and probably always has been. With the elections in the USA days away I watch my friends furiously debate who is good and who is bad. What they don't seem to see is that politicians are mirroring us. There has never been such a controversial pair of people in history. Lying Hillary Clinton versus Trickling Donald Trump.  I have never been one for politically correct ideas. I was blackmailed last week when someone who will remain nameless said "I want you to be liked in Hollywood, why are you voting for Trump" I am not voting I am commenting, I am not interested in being liked.

Scorpion Hillary Clinton in her red Chinese suit, who says anything and does anything she wants, trying to kill Donald Trump, has failed.  The Democrats forgot for  years that the government is meant to represent the people of America but with their dubious dealings, selling arms to Isis, dodgy emails.fighting in the Middle East, terrible connections they forgot about their own people.  Sadly I am disappointed in the very charming Obama fixated on a good game of golf rather than questioning The Clinton Foundation, the Clinton library in which nobody is allowed to know its contents. Then there are loads of  people who seem to be killed if they are too close including the lives lost at Benghazi, Vincent Foster, Whitewater,  Hillary's lies are too funny, she assumes wrongly that everybody is an idiot. Her aggression towards anybody who questions her is comical,  how can we believe her stories? It is rather disappointing that she thinks we do not have access to a computer, we are able to listen to Assange, founder of Wikileaks and his many associates. We are able to watch her being cross-examined We are aware that the main disruption in the Middle East today is due to her. We do remember she voted for the Iraq war.  Have we all forgotten Bill Clinton was impeached?  If the stories about Hillary having Parkinsons are true, why are we not questioning the email that states "What is the medicine for Parkinson's", Clinton could be fingering in the Oval office once more. Aren't we fed up with the Bush's and Clinton's ruling the world? America likes to have its fat fingers in too many pies. As for peacekeeping they are more interested war mongering these days. Never forget Hillary's father was tied up with the Mob in Chicago, Hugh Clinton, hiding behind his drapery business. Even at the Presidential debate, she had to cheat. Either she had some engineering keeping her standing, or she was clearly listening through an illegal ear piece and winking to Lester Holt. Was she a body double as many of the conspiracy theorists believe?. We all know you are desperate for your place in the Whitehouse Hillary, but do you deserve it? Many people believe you should be in jail for her well-publicised misdemeanors. Her comments that anybody who does not support her illegal activities is deplorable and racist. I think she should start clearing out her cupboards first we all have a good memory. Not one conspiracy theorist is on her side, now that is weird. They love controversy, just mainstream media that are paid for by supporters of Clinton.

The manipulation by Mainstream media, funded by large corporations is showing cracks with polls roughly 50/50. Thank goodness people are waking up, questioning what is happening. Thank goodness the honesty of government is allowed to be questioned. They are after all supposedly working for the people, not for themselves feeding their interests. Imagine if money in The Clinton Foundation actually went to help the poor in America/Haiti instead of Private Jets and secrecy?. We must be grateful to sites like Infowars and Molyneux to question what could be going on.

On the other side, we have Donald Trump and his glamorous family, Their ideas and wishes to make America great again. It may be too optimistic, but surely this is more interesting than the dubious salacious and avaricious activities of the elderly ill Clinton's? I know I would prefer  the prettier cleaner Whitehouse. As Donald was a Democrat once surely he can hover and appease those of you that are left wing? Can't you forget his haircut? The fact he is a business man. He is right though to fight the system. Do you want Nationalism which he represents or Globalism that Hillary sells?  Do you want Syrian's living in Detroit which Bill Clinton's suggested?

What if another scenario happened. As they are both controversial, what if they worked together?
 Together at the first debate, they looked like a bickering elderly couple who had been married too long yet perfectly suited to each other They should get married and rule together  because with each of their pluses and deficits are more powerful together. Hillary even appears to be cheating and winking at Lester Holt who also wore an illegal earpiece. What a surprise.

America is becoming worrying and democracy as we wish it to be is in the firing line, anybody who thinks out of the box is slammed.  America is becoming the laughing stock of the rest of the world as Hillary's lies are unravelled, despite the grovelling of those living in Hollywood. The fact is we need a humanitarian balance. it would have been so much more attractive instead of killing Donald, Hillary said, "We supported each other's children, we went to each others wedding, we have worked together, we have known each other for thirty years, I have taken your money,  let's do it again and make America brilliant again? We have together made politics more exciting than any football game. Yes, we are a dodgy pair, but we can do our best. The population has chosen us like at school, they have put the dodgiest ones in power in order to do good things?".
It would give us the population all hope.
Yesterday I went to a woman's tea in a grand house in St, James's. We had a lecture on the Astrological star signs of Clinton and Trump. She as a Scorpio is a killer. She is not good, she is a liar, she is a thief but Trump as a Gemini has a problem too. Although clever and I do prefer him, he has one opinion in the morning and is able to change it by the evening.  They are both colourful and charismatic. They are both dangerous. She is not a sweet grandma in pink and pearls but a wolf in sheep's clothing. Trump is vulgar, ostentatious, outspoken, noisy, but he has beautifully brought up children and intelligent too. He has a stunning wife and as far as we know, not an inclination to have many different mistresses, unlike the lying Bill Clinton. Donald usually, marries the latest. He has Pence, Trump has paid for the election himself with small donations that come from ordinary people, not large donations that Clinton has received from corporations. He also has fans in the UK. He speaks well, he is strong.
I am always inquisitive. I am interested in amazing things. Let's hope both their misdeeds can be put to good use as they move towards the 8th November, it has definitely been the most interesting successful election ever. For goodness sake don't think we don't know what is going on. We do not want WW3, we do not want to be rebuilt from chaos. We do wish to be solid and whatever happens in America directly affects the rest of the world. We do care.

Monday, 19 September 2016

WILD LONDON FASHION WEEK a deluge of colour.

I am beginning to totally love the wildness of London Fashion Week, it has a flamboyance that other towns don't get away with. It is why the best designers came from London, Alexander Mcqueen, Julien Macdonald, David Koma, Pam Hogg, Gareth Pugh, John Galliano, Antonio Berardi and Jasper Conran.  With bigger brands like Burberry stealing the scene.


 There are characters in the Fashion World here that feed the system, wild and glamorous from Winnie to Duggie Fields, from Daniel Lismore to George Blodwell . The shows are a photogenic orgy of colour and eccentricity that Paris and sensible New York simply do not have. Where do I start? What is more, you can have fun and watch all on Instagram at breakneck speed if you feel tired. There are no dull moments. Life is terrific here in London where there is no sign of depression.  Erdem, Pilotto, Beckham and Charlotte Olympia. Where to start and where to finish?. Looking miserable at Belstaff is in fashion, help I love showing my teeth.   Sleep from Elle Magazine is recommended and wash your hair in wine. With girls reporting like Marissa Montgomery, Plum Sykes, and Alice Naylor Leyland, George Blodwell, Victoria Harvey, you are kept to date. From Lou Lou's and chatting sunglasses with gorgeous girls Miss Fox to watching Pam Hoggs and reliving fantasy land in Alice and wonderland with Anita Pallenburg stealing the show and the near nudity of Scarlett Carlos Clarke in next to nothing, in pale pink and blue, with blonde semi Marilyn puff baby hair.


It's good to be alive flitting to one thing to another, getting ready in twenty minutes I managed to put my red lipstick on and a net and hey presto with George.


Wearing my favourite hate by Stephen Jones

It is a fabulous rest from the American Election which is becoming hilarious with Hillary doing fake videos with red and white backgrounds and then people on iphones with totally different views,  and Trump becoming superman on billboards. 
Genlux Magazine loves British Fashion the creativity and flare supporting the journey.

Friday, 16 September 2016


It's good to "fast", to cleanse your body, it's good to feel hunger. I often do it at home or follow the Mayr Clinic in Austria. It clears the system and seems to rejuvenate me.  It feels good to wake up the youth hormone. It makes you think deeply,  awakening your conscience so you are able to see clearly, being a little hungry gives me psychic abilities. I am not suggesting that starving people around the world benefit from hunger but we in the Western fatcat world do. It makes me sharper as hunger creeps in and awakens the thought patterns.

At the same time, I was thinking about politics with all that is going on in the World and in particular the pseudo-left wing.  When you have great holidays but give a little to charity, have champagne, take first and business class tickets, avoid economy.  It is not being poor, it is not being charitable,  it is in actual fact bullshit. The clean left wing ideas are completely different. The real left wing people invariably give up things, people,  and make a place on their own to live out their spartan beliefs, they know that the only thing in life is the power of "breath" that we are all unique.
Sadly you do not necessarily help poverty through contributing to charitable organisations, you actually often help the peoples lifestyle who own it and work for it. They often have dubious credibility and receive large salaries. In fact, charities, on the whole, are very much about  purchasing yourself a halo of self-satisfaction, a social life, a meeting with a President or film stars. Money attracts those type of people. Remember everybody is paid down to the actor or an actress. They hardly ever do it for love. There are exceptions but before your purse opens, think, and check where the money is going. Read their financial reports or just help those that sleep on the streets directly. Of course without charity the Aids Crisis would not have been helped and many worldwide epidemics. This though is not my point in this article. This is about the naughty charities and to wake up the individual donor to check what is actually happening. Are they satisfied that it goes to help the things
that hold their interest?

Money often does not get to those in need and is shockingly inconsistent with those stuffing their faces at a donor's dinner table and paying for balls. It actually helps the social mobility of the donor, in other words, it helps the social climber rather than the impoverished living in a tent of misery. Of course, there are good charities that can be trusted, but often the heads receive huge salaries, for example, the head of the Redcross receives just under £200,000 a year, which as I said before,  is a little unattractive in the circumstances.

I am no better, the same as everybody else.  When I give it's not entirely for the charity, but to receive invitations to parties. The top table. I don't pretend to be necessarily good, I am in fact a right winger with a conscience. Every human has a conscience and I am a little tired of the Left wing assumption that they are the only people who care about anything.

Every religion has a week when you are supposed to consider other people through the pain of not eating. I just like to do it in my own chosen week which is now.

I hope that the world purifies in time. We are definitely putting the world at risk at the moment and it definitely needs real love and charity.

Saturday, 10 September 2016


As the American Election comes upon us, I am planning for the end of the world. I am almost egging it on, it is so much fun to organise.  With the German's being asked to fill out the cellars, clearing their supermarkets buying  appropriate foods, I am getting ready too. Of course, I am beginning to feel I am barking mad, but just in case I now have several cases of tuna fish and corn, a gas heater, some torches that are not torches and I am about to buy a tent.
I have clearly been listening to Alex Jones who is selling nutrients and long lasting grub on his site,  He is infiltrating my thoughts as he has been right over so many things along with David Icke. This pays for his fabulous new reels that entertain me and horrify Hillary Clinton. David Icke said Hillary was not to be trusted in 1992.
I have also been watching one of my favourite films called Soylent Green, which if you don't know is about what happens to an over populated world as we are killed and turned into green slime. We are nearly there so all ideas should be treated with caution.

In order to survive I am planning on renting a house in the country with a garden, or shall I move to New Zealand? 

Theresa May was appointed to start Brexit but also wants to change anything she can. 
Schools do need to change. You can strive for equality but there is ultimately none, let's work with reality not dreams and bring back the grammar school, giving an opportunity to those who are clever enough to have the best education possible. Why do we always have to go to the lowest common denominator? We should strive to be the best we can be and give this education to children that would enjoy it and do well with the advantages. Streaming exists already in schools so what's the problem? For example, my spelling is bad as I did not learn Greek and Latin. I went to an alternative school that loved horses and the arts.  Children, need a well balanced well-structured schooling that also includes the arts.  People are such inverted snobs, saying it is elitist?  With a good education, you can understand life better and be less of a stress on the "system" We could , after all, build the best schools in the poorest areas?
With human beings comes negativity and jealousy, self-destruction is inevitable as we have morals, but why not try giving the best life to our children, an opportunity for  a better and more interesting future.
I was hounded on twitter for suggesting that the Members of Parliament be eloquent. If you wish to put a point across you had better be. The woman in question stumbled over her words as if she had had no education at all. She cleared the house on an important issue.

We should, however,  never forget that many of the world's disasters are sprinkled with the good intentions of a few intellects. 

Thursday, 1 September 2016


I always dreaded being a Mother and the only way I became one was when my Mother saw me in the nude one day and said when I was thirty "You know that you have still puppy fat left over from when you were 15" The weight-obsessed interior me who weighs herself at least twice a day,  thought I will get immediately pregnant and get rid of that.  So after nine glorious months of indigestion, belching, sweating, bloating and grumping I gave birth to two perfect sons, or two separate occasions, one who I knew was the next Messiah and the other a physical champion of ideals. That is until they turned round to me now and are horrified at almost all my actions. It is like walking around on a mixture broken glass and egg shells.  I bleed and kvetch.
From having done in mind everything right I am now doing everything wrong. Not being this flexible I find my relationships with them often deteriorating at breakneck speed.  My younger son, from having loathed me when he was born and having lived with his father looks at me as if I am slightly mental and old. I dread smelling old so have bought bottles of this soap by Mirai that will get every whiff of old age nonenal.  I was once told that if you really love somebody you love their smell unless that is it is old, so be clean is a must.  I have been told that the closer the child  has been to you, the further they wish to go away from you.
I do not want to smell like the Sunnyvale nursing home as I get older. I had to leave a home once because I was soaking up the mal odor. It is not unpleasant just that it is old.  Greasy grassy mouldy smell a bit like old books and cooking grease. I want to smell like my middle name is "Danger" still.
I do not want to remind my sons of knitting needles and hospital. Full of bossy ugly self-opinionated bombastic sadistic nurses. It's not my fault that they no longer have a job in the sex industry. Why the hell don't they wear a proper uniform and why would I want my hair done in what used to be the dungeon.
I am reminded constantly by the brilliant poem "On Children" by Kahlil Gibran, which says "You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you" and you may "Give them love but not your thoughts, for they have their own thoughts, for their souls live in the house of tomorrow"
Provided my soap works from Mirai, I will hopefully enjoy their future successes and life as a happy family.