Saturday, 23 April 2022


 I have not been able to sleep for five days.  I stayed up listening to the Trial of Amber Heard V Johnny Depp's 'Defamation lawsuit' in Virginia. It is deeply disturbing. Whilst I find Amber careless, lacking empathy and Johnny charming in a shy introverted awkward way, it is difficult to know who these famous actors truly are. They are both professional and their behaviour feels deliberate.

Violence is not to be condoned in this Woke Cromwellian world,  abuse towards women is unacceptable. However, there is something very unattractive and arrogant about Amber as she crunches crisps/nuts during a deposition leaving the feeling she is sly. Amber looks sarcastic and nasty as she says 'No" to a question.  Although pretty and serene sitting in the courtroom I could never trust her.  I listened to her softly spoken passive-aggressive. voice and found it patronising. Personally, I could not stand being lectured and bullied,  I would react and explode as Johnny eventually did.  Amber can gaslight in a very professional way. I feel she is a dominatrix. In the courtrooms, she is manicured and dressed in austere clothes. Buttoned up and demure, perfectly coiffured and dressed to kill. Amber appears to copy Johnny's style.  Nobody is "one dimensional" and she oozes fake misery at the moment. Elon Musk and James Franco both fell for her professed intellectual abilities enjoying Ayn Rand. Depp loved her reading too. I probably read as much as Miss Heard. A book may be in the lap but not necessarily read. At the same time, Amber gabbles words without a script.

Johnny has some wonderful responses. "You cannot always be right, try being wrong sometimes, you might learn something!"


I was never a particular fan of Johnny Depp's, pirates don't do it for me. However, I do like quiet soulful men in the corner. I do not like alcoholics or drug addicts,  I never trust them. I love Elon Musk who should be ruling the World, and James Franco. (I once paid for an Art show party in Venice for James Franco).  They are all human and I am sure they are no saints. Amber prefers the company of women to men.  I suspect she always has.

Areas of dispute

1. Shitting deliberately on the bed and blaming the dogs

2. Amber had to undo Johnny's shoes when he got home and lost her temper when he did it.

3. Stubbing a cigarette out on his face

4. Hitting Johnny over minor misdemeanours

5. Nagging him

6. having him sleep at the same time as she wants

7. calling Johnny an old fat man

8.  Chopping off his finger

9.  James Franco in the lift with Amber as she was filing for divorce.

As we go into the next week. I am not sure there will be winners. Certainly Hollywood will be nervous to use Johnny Depp again unless he can prove wholeheartedly he was a 'battered husband"He will have to be squeaky clean from now onwards that is not the role of Jack Sparrow. Amber will also have a problem as nobody likes to be associated with scandal.  Her girlfriend Eve Barlow often arrived with her and was expelled from the court as she was texting, neither seem honourable. The lies don't do Amber any good, there are many pretty faces in the world.  Finally, why would anyone want their very dirty laundry shown to the world? At least there will be a new star for Fatal Attraction 2. Amber Heard will be spectacular. I keep waiting for them to run across the room, kiss and makeup

Elon Musk

Elon Musk 

More importantly what is this sordid tale hiding?

Friday, 4 March 2022


The minute the press start fear-mongering, I think, high alert something is up. As Putin went over the border to  Ukraine, COVID 19 ended in a day?  Having exhausted myself with my own company it was time to go out but I am now at the bottom of the rabbit hole. Guess what I find? I have always been told to be careful of short men.  Check everything out.  Putin and the comedian Zelensky are both 'petite'

I was listening to Jack Maxey about Hunter Biden's sordid tale in Kyiv, from the laptop from hell. It looks like the deals Hunter did for 'big man' compromised America with his involvement with a Ukrainian/Cypriot Oligarch called Ihor Kolomoisky.  A billionaire who was involved politically and financially with overlapping companies and countries. Ihor is from Cyprus. too, not my favourite country. It's of course grubby and about oil, money and maybe trafficking. It appears Putin caught Kolomoisky out over some dodgy deals selling oil and so Kolomoisky wants Putin destroyed.  Putin thinks you should never trap people in corners. Kolomoisky appears to have run off with Ukrainian people's cash from a bank too?. He is living in Israel. The puppet, Zelensky strangely visited this man at least 15 times before he was elected?     From the Epstein scandal, I am now interested in flight logs. Further information on Factual counterpoints on Instagram and Mainstream media. It's all out there.

At the same time, NATO started to occupy more landmass and Kolomoisky wanted to destroy the Oligarchs closest to Putin.  Compromised Biden talked the big talk but is sleepy and senile.  I say, just move the NATO missiles boys and let us all get on with life. Except, of course, The World Economic Forum is in the background stirring everything up to cover their misdemeanours and make the world a better place. 

Get prepping.

Saturday, 23 October 2021


 I have not written for some time because there is too much to say and everything appears to be 'anti human'.

Tied up in the same agenda The Green Deal, the dark deep state, AI, Farmland. Dig deep enough you come to the nefarious occupations of people like Epstein and how Bill Gates is wanting to reduce the population whilst buying huge amounts of farmland. 

Humans are just thought of as  "Eaters". With our support systems destroyed,  our families after the Women's Lib Movement are pretty much over and as for religion The Catholic Church has gone Communist and the Churches were closed at a time when we needed them the most. Our supply chain is crippled and we are masked up and injected, almost unrecognisable. I was also accused of being bonkers for commenting about the state of affairs.  Shame on the left-wing journalist who did this. He has since been proven to be uneducated and only listening to a diet of CNN and the BBC. 

Our Civic rights have been curtailed. Our Democracy needs to be fought for and is not absolute. It is not something the Governments should manipulate. The rule of law, freedom of speech is really important. Human rights are not respected. Our protests are violently repressed. Then there is the COVID passport. The discrimination against those who are unvaccinated is completely unacceptable.

The vaccine is not perfect many have unreported problems with it.  I am not a Scientist but the Pharmaceutical Companies are ruling our lives and their facts are not scientific but political and paid for in many cases. The billionaires are the fronts to running the world and their values are crafted on money and not for the benefit of the human being. Behind them, heaven knows what?

As for Artificial Intelligence, there are some areas luckily they cannot enter? I do not want dinner or to make love with a robot. A vibrator is not the same as flesh, lips and kissing, or could it be?

Enough is enough.


Thursday, 6 May 2021


I don't know why all the Davos billionaires want The Reset as all this surveillance works against them too.  Obviously, Mrs Gates clicked into the track and trace app and did not like what she found.  The rich have to deal with their crazy wives and their wives have to deal with their husband's piggish behaviour.  Bill Gates now asks for privacy which he has taken away from all of us. What does he wish to hide? It is very suspicious as Gates and Fauci have spent two years dividing us with masks and social distancing and the distortion of science. We are accused of being racist and of not taking the world of COVID seriously enough.  Let's remember Gates has financed GAVI, Imperial College and Oxford University amongst many other ideas. What about the Lab in Wuhan, oh that is a conspiracy theory?.  They divide to rule.  In the meantime Gates has become more and more powerful.  After 27 years Mr and Mrs Gates are no longer compatible. Please think about who makes money from the vaccinations and PCR tests?. Two Billionaires for sale Bezos a warehouse goods distributor and Gates who is far too interested in medicine for the safety of the world.  I hope they did not shag the Nanny, so declasse!.  Neither, have sexy occupations but hey they have tons of cash which we women are supposedly attracted to?. Then Bill has bought vast amounts of farmland?  The billionaires have made yet more money from tax breaks hidden within their Foundations. Surely enough is enough?

On another note how can it be acceptable that platforms like Twitter can censor those people they do not agree with? The less we think the more we can be controlled.

My trip has ended. I had no idea where I was going and who  I would meet.  I just had to leave England and all the hysteria that I was becoming obsessed with down the rabbit hole. I was determined big pharma wanted to poison us and as yet I am still not convinced that their ideas are not nefarious.  I had the most incredibly positive trip but nothing has changed in the UK.  Let's see what the Dominion Servers bring as Kahn bought them for the elections. All went well except I was threatened by a semi attractive Avocado grower in Mexico with a hair transplant he wanted to put a friend of mine into a body bag. Luckily I was well protected.  Oh well back to the tranquillity of Chelsea Bridge.

Time will reveal all that has gone on, I am pretty sure there will be people up for war crimes in the future as everything unfolds.

Tuesday, 23 March 2021


 "You're too young, my son and you cannot know that there was once a country where...

1) People were not allowed to freely meet with other people
2) Private Business was shut and huge fines were in place for those who dared open their shop 
3) Only the Public Sector was secure
4) People were not allowed to leave their country without the written permission of the Government
5) Public gatherings were prohibited, for fear of angry demonstration against Our Dear Leader. The Police were out looking for potential subversive elements to crack them down
6) Churches were shut, you could not pray or publicly practice your religious beliefs, as the Government didn't like that
7) Christmas and Easter were officially banned and considered as old-fashioned superstitions
8) There were huge queues to enter the shops, and often the shops were half-empty...."

"Yes, I know!  I studied that at school. Was it the Soviet Union in the 1930s, right?"
"No son, it was the UK in the 2020s."

Tuesday, 9 March 2021


Oh dear oh dear oh dear. 

You only have one family and whatever happens I think we all know that we have to be loyal to them and try to make things work.  When Harry and Meghan came out this week complaining about The British Royals it was a sad day in our history.  We learnt nothing new.  Meghan's treatment of her Father was not a necessity either,  or her previous husband. Celebrity and being Royal are not the same thing. You cannot be political when you are Royal. 

We all crowded the streets in 2018 to watch the couple get married, an actress from Suits and our cheeky Prince, we all hoped its would not pan out as we suspected it might, we honestly wanted them to succeed.  Two and half years later they behave as their critics said they might. For Meghan  to accuse the whole Royal Family of racism she confirms the woke victim narrative of the moment.  There was no proof except her word which is proving questionable. There is no gratitude to the people of Great Britain. Why should we pay for an ex-Prince and his wife?  As Meghan accuses the Royals let's have a name? What was the context?.  

I was saddened that nobody helped her for Post Natal Depression/Depression having suffered from it myself. Tragic she could not find solace. With Harry's thirty million from Diana surely she could get help? Harry's family and public so loved him how could she choose this moment to spill her dirty washing? The Queen is dealing with her husband, the Pandemic and her country. The Monarchy is the backbone of our country and without actual facts of racism, we should put Meghan's comments on the back burner. We should listen and watch. We should not be victims. Treat other people as you wish to be treated.  We should forgive and be kind.

 Oprah is falling into their trap. Oprah is a billionaire and proves that self improvement works. Why would she support this? Oprah is the richest black woman in the world. Her blackness did not stop her success.  We love this woman. Why would she have fallen for this?  Why would she say black women cannot succeed? Why is Oprah so destructive, she gave women from all walks of life and colour hope. I for one never noticed her colour I noticed her thirst for knowledge. She was not bitter or twisted and interviewed a huge variety of interesting people. Yesterday we found out the reason why,  Oprah is working with Meghan on a documentary.

Meghan was cruel to Kate last night and with her eyes again fluttering she confirmed to us who she really was. Meghan was a television actress who gave a five star performance on her eternal misery. Harry followed. As for racism and white privilege it was clearly shown here. It is easy to use the race card and so predictable. The English started to question them when they gave us lectures on climate change yet flew on Private Planes. As for Meghan she should be ashamed of her lies.  It is well documented that she was after Harry before she even met him. By the way at the time who could blame her. Everything is fully written up for us to make our own decisions.

The Memes that are flowing round the world say it all. Meghan did not know Oprah at her Wedding and clearly the only winner was the latter. Harry looked downtrodden and Meghan tried her best to make us care. As I watched with my bubble, the debacle, nobody paid attention, we all talked throughout the dull and self indulgent interview.  We all agreed it was tiring and tired.

As her Majesty said "Recollections may vary"

Thursday, 21 January 2021


SPLIT a film I made with Alice Grant about the last few days of Trumps office and the world.

Friday, 15 January 2021


1. Minuet in G by Mozart my first piano piece. Played on a harpsichord.

I was only six and it got me to love playing. 


2. Ruhn in Frieden by Schubert sung by Elizabeth Schwartzkopf. I sang this

to get into Drama School ALRA  and my mother used to sing it to me. She was an Opera singer.


3. Maria Callas singing Casta Diva by Bellini. When I was a child I thought my Mother was better

than Callas and I used to ask her to sing every night. Casta Diva. I later made a play and put it in

and a film The Gun the cake and the butterfly. I asked jazz singer Liza Zane to sing it with my son 



4. I loved Opera Singer Lucia Popp here she is singing  - Laudate Dominum (Mozart).wmv which I 

used to sing in the choir at school at Bath Abbey when I was 15.  She, of course, sings it much

better than I do.


5. King Herod sang by Alice Cooper, Lyrics Tim Rice and music by Andrew Lloyd Webber sung

here by Alice Cooper. I love this because it is about the Bible, lyrics  written by my good friend

Tim Rice. It is witty funny and it makes me laugh.  Still does. It is often performed by schools and

one of the best stories Jesus Christ Superstar.


6. The first Album I bought was Patti Smith Horses. I thought I was such a rebel. It still spells Rebellion

for me. Horse. The lyrics are great too. I was wearing tight satin trousers at the time and gothic makeup.

Love the goths.

7. Heart of Glass sung by Debbie Harry. I just wanted to look like her and be her. Walk like her and talk

like her. When I was a drama school she lived in the same building and I saw every day. I was
shy and did not speak to her. Best clothes, best style, best blonde hair.

8. Chess was one of my favourite musicals. sung here by Elaine Paige and Barbara Dickenson.
I am sure we have always been the other woman. I actually prefer it. Lyrics by my friend Tim Rice.
He is totally brilliant he describes the feeling so well. 

9. Lust Caution by Alexandre Desplat one  of the most romantic stories about betrayal and lust.
I was staying in the Sunset Marquee and I used to listen to one of the finest composers of our day.
Alexandre Desplat.
Here is one track. It is sad and gloomy with hints of passion. Just as I like it.

10. Paris and some fun road Elisa with Jane Birkin

11. Manu Chao my time in the South of France and Paris with a wonderful story.

12. My son Charles singing the only recording I really have of those days. It makes me cry.
I just love his voice. He was about 20 here.
Ma Rendi pur contento by Bellini


Tuesday, 12 January 2021


I will just say this.
It's more complicated than you imagine. 
OBAMA's daughter/ Hunter Biden -  ELECTION STEAL because of Globalism and the GREAT RESET- under the cover of global warming/ COVID19 - HOAX - and now next part. The only hero was TRUMP the last pillar against the CABAL. All he wanted was to Make America Great Again.


To kill humans and reduce the population to 500 million with vaccines 
Bankrupt the world.
Control for a few.
BIDEN gaga easy to do.
Communism/Fabian socialism