Saturday 28 August 2010

I DON't FEAR DEATH , I FEAR NOT LIVING LIFE

I don't fear death
instead
I fear not
living life
because
there was so
much to stop me
in the beginning
that I wasted time
looking at the
ceiling
at the floor
instead of seeking
I hugged a pillow on the
bed
too in awe of what
I might find
I am rarely terrified
I am brave
now
it's a different world
outside
Your questions
are for yourself
not for me
they are your secrets
and you don't realise
it
say everything you
said to me
back to yourself
and
by mistake
you have told me
what you wish for
and what you
don't
I am stronger
than before
because I made myself
this way
I don't need someone
to say they love
me
or to see someone
to know they do
in your silence
it tells me everything

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