Tuesday, 3 January 2012

OVER YET NOT

When he left I tried to be brave
he said he needed to 
re group
and go home
I thought I would die
I was calm
but I was not
I cried
I was told he would
be back 
I saw him 
again
and
he asked me if I 
I had a good holiday
of course I did not
I could not
for years he had been a silent
post 
in my life
silent yet there
hidden
but not excluded
I decided to change
my life
to change my body
I had enjoyed 
sex too much
with 
him
I had to 
cut my body up
improve it
make it virginal
locked up
to
keep other men
away
I love this man
it is over
yet I know it is not.

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